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The First Date

  As the relationship progressed it has come with other challenges that are more emotionally taxing than previously thought.   An example will be when Nahuel gets into an argument with his family and it seems the whole world is against him.   It is hard for me because I am not next to him and hold him tight and tell him that everything will be OK.   I can through videocalls and in text messages.   It helps but it is not the most ideal situation when these scenarios arise.   The same the other way around. An example of that is on October 1 st of this year I was coming home from Italy with my best friend and there was a problem with her flight home.   I booked all the flights, hotels, tours, everything and when we left the check in counter informed us that her name was not matching her passport.   This caused a major headache for us (which is an understatement) and an extra $1600.00 dollars later she got a flight home.   After traveling from...

Act One

  Along with watching and viewing porn, the next step in that exploration was to become a subscriber to Only Fans.   The Covid 19 pandemic changed everything in the world, including the world of porn.   One day I saw an add on Only Fans for a promotional sale for a porn star by the name of Simon Montana.   I liked what I saw and liked a few posts, this all happened on March 30.   By April 2 nd , we were on Whats App where he performed a private strip tease live on video call.   I paid of course as this was a business transaction for him and entertainment for me.   This was supposed to be a one-hour session.   It turned into two hours of stripping and talking to him.   By the end of the video call he was not just Simon Montana, the Only Fans creator, but Nahuel Pangamento, the real man behind Simon Montana. After that first interaction with Nahuel, I became entranced by him.   He was cute, funny, intelligent, and overall, a wonderful hu...

Before the Show

  Falling in love is the most euphoric feeling in the world.   When you are a Bisexual man with an old school romantic soul falling in love with a person who sleeps with others for a living is a challenge though.   That is one problem that most couples never have to face.   It is not the most common career that one has, but for me, it doesn’t matter.   It wasn’t always this easy though. Let me explain: My journey to finding the man I love came from my own journey to discovering myself and who I am when it came to my sexual orientation.   I knew I was never 100% straight from the moment I hit puberty.   But going to an all-boy’s Catholic school was not the easiest place to explore.   Especially when the school is small, and everyone knows everyone.   So, I began my exploration like most teen boys do, by watching porn.   I continued to only look at porn, both straight and gay for years, and I looked at other porn besides the basics. ...